Don't Break Me Like This!!

I feel so physically,mentally and emotionally tired, frustrated, disapointed and crushed! Why

must i always be the one trying to understand others? I NEED YOUR UNDERSTANDING.

I'm forced to, i have no choice! It pierces my heart twice when you are unhappy! I know that

you have planned and longed for it...I know it is not because of me that you are excited about

it...I know you too well to know what is going through your head..But you mean a lot to me

that i don't dare to hurt you and say no. Can't you see that i am trying my best to squeeze

time that i don't have? I am stuck in a very difficult situation and i have plenty of worries to

worry about already and this is just adding it on to my burdens... I thought you would

understand...But you don't...I have to do this all by myself after all the hard time..no one

around me that i can share my head and heart ache to!! Loosing one is enough!! Why you

make me feel as if i am loosing you and i owe you so so much? I need you and now you want

to leave too??? Since everyone important in my life is leaving me...JUST GO!!!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel so bitter now....Don't break me like this!! Please....Don't....

I know that i really sound like a very depressing young lady through most of the articles i

post...But honestly i cannot determine many things....I'm just a person numbered as aged 20

but my physical, mental stress and etc. are just not what a 20 year old experiences...I have a

lot of burden on my shoulders.....

Lord, carry it with and for me...I can't live like this alone...

Spanish Class..

A SPANISH Teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine.
'House' for instance, is feminine: 'la casa.''Pencil,' however, is masculine: 'el lapiz.'

A student asked, 'What gender is 'computer'?'
Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether computer' should be a masculine or a feminine noun.Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation.

The men's group decided that 'computer' should definitely be of the feminine gender ( 'la computadora' ), because:

1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic;
2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else;
3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and,
4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your paycheck on accessories for it . (THIS GETS BETTER!)

The women's group, however, concluded that computers should be Masculine ( 'el computador' ), because:

1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on;
2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves;
3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the problem; and
4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model.

The women won!!!
Haha :-)

My all in all...

You are my strength when i am weak,
You are the treasure that i seek,
You are my all in all.
Seeking you as a precious jewel,
Lord to give up i'd be a fool,
You are my all in all...

"Come to Me all those who are weary...
And I will give you rest..."

The obstacles in our lives,
Along the rocky way,
It's so that we'll hear
"Well done thou good and faithful servant!"
From the Master's lips..


p.s: Dont't cry over the past...persist for the future!!